because i have tired eyes.
i don’t blog what’s on my mind much anymore, because i’m thinking about a lot lately. no, i’m just thinking a lot. i’m not even overthinking anymore. i have too much on my plate to be staring at one pea for dinner. i just wanted to say that although i’ve been thinking a lot, i have a lot of things to be thankful for and everyday i’m convinced a little more that God kept me in town for college for a reason.
i’m learning more and more that i might not have ended up where i intended, but i’m sure that i ended up where i needed to be. I’m convinced more growing up here than i could have if i left. people have told me they’re glad i stayed and i realize that i was actually wanted here. but then it becomes heart warming because Christ was seen through me. it’s interesting that i am being used.. here, the place i wanted to be away from most.
and while the semester is coming to a close, i’ll admit that things are getting hectic. but i’m so blessed for certain people to keep me sane. ask me how i am, and i’ll tell you i’m waiting for my Jesus to come and take me Home. too many things are going on all at once. i have my dreams and desires, but doors are getting closed, and i think i know why now.
it’s time to tune into the right station.
my tired eyes look who You are
to restart this restless heart.
